Friday nght he didn't come home. No phone, call no texts, nothing. I called his moms house in TJ and sure enough he was there. I spoke with his stepfather, he told me that he had shown up at five in the morning all drunk and high again. His stepfather had also let me know about him riding around with the slutty girls from the neighborhood. At work he's been flirty with the girls from the coffee place. So when I finally saw him, Sunday afternoon, he didntsay anything so I asked him, "do you have anything you have to say to me?" He simply scoffed at me and told me no he had nothing to say to me. I asked him if he still wanted me to leave and he answered back that yes he did to get my shit and leave. I said fine, I didn't argue and I slept on the couch that night.
The following day, Monday, after work I Was so hurt I got a few things and took his word and left. he called me once that night but that was it. There was no voicemail and no txt. He hasn't called to tell me he missed me, that he regrets acting so bad, nothing. I'm so upset that he would do all the formentioned acts. I had intuition about him messng around with girls but never caught him actually making out or touching any of them. But It has been confirmed and he left me injuredi wonder if he had ever loved me or why had he done and. Never noticed. Was it me? Was I really such a terrible person? I'm so confused. He's acting angry towards me but he was the one who kicked me out. I don't get him. I wasn't going to be there while he partied And came back home whenever he wanted to. I didn't want to expose myself to get a disease or something.
I'm still not even sure if this is a permanent thing or not. He took my money for the mortgage payment and he only returned half. That's not enough money. He left me and his daughter homless.
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