Sometimes I just hate him

I really hate him right now! For the past few days he's been parading around saying that he can do whatever the fuck he wants. He doesn't want to spend any time with me. He's so greedy and selfish, that all he wants to do is be by himself, get drunk and do drugs! I've suggested many times before to go to dinner and a movie but no, he doesn't want to. He hasn't taken our daughter out to play and I'm always stuck with doing all the grocery shopping, cooking, cleaning and sitting and work.. It seems that I never get to do anything I want. My friends are avoiding me like I have some kind of disease and won't hang out With me. Tonight I asked an old high school acquaintance to go to a movie with me. She is pregnant as well, and she agreed. But after the blow up with Him I don't even feel like going out. it's true, I am a little depressed, the house is dirty, but I don't want to clean it. It's always me who does, and I never get credit or get my desires satisfied. Its always whatever he wants to do, go, eat and even watch! I can't believe we are having another child together. I feel trapped. I wish he would realize but he will never change.